Finding Purpose for My Days
So there has been a bit of a gap between posts, but I have been immensely busy the last week with work, studies and the gym. But still I have been able to maintain my diet, no cheating and I have been keeping up my gym sessions. On the plus side I have completed my first level towards becoming a personal trainer. Except yesterday I wanted to celebrate, and that is usually done with food or drink, which I can’t really do either of, so decided today I will spend some time treating myself to an experience rather than food. I had a busy weekend filled with writing session plans, birthdays (one at which people tried to get me to sing Karaoke, I don’t do well with public singing) and preparing for my coaching assignment.
Diet wise this week I have been consuming loads of carbs, 400g of carbs per day, and also getting my protein to be at around 300g-350g of protein per day. One or 2 days I have had to kind of make a couple of changes to my diet to accommodate my busy days, but kept my nutrient ratios the same and stayed away from the easily accessible junk food that surrounds me. It is quite easy to fall into that trap when you are busy, but as I have said before, planning makes all the difference in maintaining your goals.
So far I have been good at waking at 5 in the morning to hit the gym and haven’t skipped a day, I have started very much to enjoy it, it gives me quite a good boost for the day. I have never been much of a sleeper (well maybe as a teenager). I have always felt sleep to be a waste of my time and I don’t really want to sleep a 3rd of my life away, although I do understand the importance it plays in my goals! Nature just don’t require me to have as much and don’t enjoy it as much as some people do. Mornings I have never been fond off and ask my flatmate, I can be very cranky first thing. But when I wake up I am very much reminded by the following quote from Meditations by Marcus Aurelius (my favourite Roman Emperor):
“At dawn, when you have trouble getting out of bed, tell yourself: ‘I have to go to work – as a human being. What do I have to complain of, if I’m going to do what I was born for – the things I was brought into this world to do? Or is this what I was created for? To huddle under the blankets and stay warm? -But it’s nicer here… So you were born to feel ‘nice’? Instead of doing things and experiencing them? Don’t you see the plants, the birds, the ants and spiders and bees going about their individual tasks, putting the world in order, as best they can? And you’re not willing to do your job as a human being? Why aren’t you doing what your nature demands? ‘- But we have to sleep sometime…’ Agreed. But nature set a limit on that – as it did on eating and drinking. And you’re over the limit. You’ve had more than enough of that. But not of working. There you’re still below your quota.”
With this quote I take the meaning of work as what you do towards better yourself or those around. Your contribution to life.
And now for the results. Nothing has changed much, but this is what I am aiming for and as I have seen before when I make a big change in my diet, my body takes a week or so to make use of the change of diet.
My measurements for this week are:
Weight: 87.9kg
Neck: 39cm
Chest: 106cm
Waist: 88cm
Hips: 99cm
Left Thigh: 58cm
Right Thigh: 57cm
Left Calve: 39cm
Right Calve: 39cm
Left Bicep: 35cm
Right Bicep: 35cm














